The end.

Hello,
exam's over! (delayed) -.-
so is my birthday! (super delyed)
thank you all that remembered :D
and those that gave me presents.
HAHA kenlanjihong&kennethneo's the funniest lah! come my house play hide and seek ._. THEY CHEATED ME LEH.
okay anyway, I'M QUITTING BLOGGING.
at least for now, yup.
cos I still cant access my own blog when everyone else can.
mine just hangs and yay i have to restart my comp
IDK WTH ISIT THTS CAUSIN IT.
so ive decided to quit.
yay! shall be back soon.
whee! mini olympics finals tmr.
BENNETT CHOY REMEMBER SAVE ALL THE SHUTTLECOCKS COS ILL BE STONING.
goodbye blog :) you can come back to tag and listen music! LOL
off to sf -_-

ok.. I can't access my OWN blog now -_-
everytime I come here my comp hangs..
I still can post though
is anyone experincing any problems aft coming to my blog?? .__.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ec8cvl4Tv6o&feature=related

:D cute eh.
Anyw, I had "FLU" today, didn't go to school :D
Missed chinese test when CJJ didn't come T.T
dmn it.
amath trigo test tmr
crap itttttttttttt.

new skin!
i think its rly chio leh :D
just that its black (i like white skins D:)
oh well.
anywa the music player is screwed o.o
but I'm leaving it there for my own entertainment puposes o.o
or just to add colour haha
okay I should be studying now
so, bye :D
P.S. Kengfu is a crazy person xDD

hello :D
random post
anyw, I STILL cannot find the mood to study leh ._____.
i srsly wasting my time sia.
I know i nid to study, and I know if I dun i sure retain, yet I just can't bring myself to.
Maybe I need a slap or smth >< ohwell, atleast combined games is over alr, super tired today, so was in a very bad mood. was really feeling damn pekchek, oh btw, my dad's back.. irritating.

GB65th Training Camp 2009
8-9 September 2D1N Camp

it's finally over!
After all the planning and schedules being messed up haha.
Heard from juniors that this year's Training Camp was more hiong than last year's.
That's because initially it was 3D2N and all the schedule was squeezed into 2days :)
And I'm sure you all wouldn't wna spend another day there-.-
Well that's good to hear cos I'm so proud of all of you who made it all the way :)
lazy to pot in detail.

Day 1:)

Jeelee must be super tired aft Hilary Challenge and she reached home 10+ the previous night.
When I saw her she could hadly walk already. Cabbed w her to school.
Then we had Rollcall & Bagcheck, PT, PAW, Devotion, Drill, Lunch, Orienteering, Badgework, Drill, PT, Changing Parade, Dinner, Tent Piching, Boots Polishing Session & Inspection, Debrief, Powder Bath, Lights out @9.30pm

The first day was enough to make the juniors super tired.
Super lazy to elaborate.
Juniors were constantly scolded and punished.
I think the sec1s are really not disciplined enough and some of them don't show erspect to us at all.
okay, so at night they slept in tents at the field.
We had to sleep w them also lor, -.-
we slept on the dome tents in front of theirs, we had 2 tents.
Me and jeelee heck just go into tent and sleep alr.
So troublesome, you want take things still must go to the field entrance because the bballcourt gate locked, then have to walk even more to go up to d&t room there because they locked the gate near ISH there also. Then have to walk to GO from d&t room and to the log room.
but Srsly how can anyone fall asleep at 9.30pm -_-
Except for jeelee la, lie thr knock out alr.
Somemore I didnt sleep in sleeping bag, and because I also never powder bath my sticky legs all got the grass or wdv thingy stick on my leg.
and the floor not even one -.-
I was hugging my phone, pouch and lightstick to sleep -.-

day2
woke up at 2am T.T
although nt v tired, bt super sian
striked our tents QUIETLY although most juniors heard us alr.
Raid tents at 3am, most of the juniors alr knew what was ab to happen and the moment to raid all wake up and fall in -.-
damn fake lor, some hardly slept.
Had morning hike, my group's route: School>Changi General hospital>Sunplaza Park>Temasek Polytechnic>School
They were all so tired but we got the shortest route so I made thm do training stuff at each station :) *evil grin*
CGH made them do 5sets of jumping jacks each. quite easy and luckily no nurse came out to scold us or wdv.
At sunplaza park made them do duck walk,
Temasek poly made them do 90wave, which is like 10 per person only -_-
Group2 dont say I bully you all hor damn easy can.
anyw bet you all damn paiseh cos you all pumped by the roadside -_-
AND BELOW IS A VIDEO HAHA.

we finished all stations lor, reached school at 7am although time stated was 6.40am..

hee :)

Fast fwd to Games :D

All the juniors (hopefully) had fun (duh) its what everyone's been looking for since day1 :) yay goodgood games me, tessa and sarah planned was success:D Although sarah couldnt come back, we still carried out her plan which we didnt understand and turned out to be a failure at the finale -.- lthough most of them stll enjoyed the water.

Its a luxury to have water games lor :D

So aft that, punishment blabla had cake :D

Margjie bought 2 emicakes for the company and we had icepops too! Nice way to end the camp :)

Break camp at ard 6.40pm, linting's dad fetched us to a busstop whr me and jeelee could take a bus home, bathed, washed my face like thrice -.- and fell asleep.

PS. I wore the same shirt, pants, skirt, socks, shoes, for both days leh. eww! in the end I only woe 2 shirts out of the 5 i brought to the camp. And I hardly used anything otehr than lightsticks

yay! the rest of the hol will be dedicated to my studies.

Till aft exams, this blog shall be dead! Other than my twtter. Cont tagging and mayb I'll still post hee :)

w/o you I have no strength t carry on./

To someone:
I'm sorry. I know I COULD've given you a chance, twice in fact, but I never did. No, I'm not saying sorry to you because I regret not giving you a chance, but sorry for wasing your time. Maybe I should've made things more clear to you. If I said/say yes, I'm would've/would be using you. You're a nice person, I know, but I'm not worthy of you. 12months, I never knew. Sorry.
Sincere apologies, Me.

Camp's tmr. I'm packing my stuff and going to sleep.
btw, understand or not is your own problem.
Any questions regarding this post will NOT be entertained unless you feel that I'm talking about you, then maybe you can talk to me.
goodbye till thursday / aft eoys!
/okay, i know i said I mean the hiatus, but this came sudden.

Just came back from recee for trng camp.
Training Camp is from Tuesday-Wednesday. (8/9-9/9)
Cool everyone's gna spend 9/9/09 tgt LMAO.
ok random.
anyw, to all the juniors who happen to come here,
endure through the camp okay :)
its supposed to be dur June hols
because of H1N1 it was pushed back till Sep Hols,
I knw its nearing the exams but it was changed from 3D2N to 2D1N because of it alr so please rmb to study aft the camp ends!
It may be physically challenging so also rmb to drink lots of water and have lots of sleep because you'll need it :)
Don't forget to bring anything >:(
energy bars, ziplockbags, plastic bags, resultslip, consent form, $8, blablabla...
ENDURE! :D
haha Bonding Camp will be coming soon so you all will have fun another time :D

okay this may be my last post until aft exams or maybe another one aft i come back from the camp
must pia for EOY alr i must not retain ):
anyw grats chewshian got L1R5 6 :D top in 7sub yay haha nicholas got pwned -_-
okay, HIATUS. i mean it this time.

I've alr recovered alot, talking to my mom that day rly made it so much easier for me to let go. Everyday I adapt to a new life and try to go to places that I once was afraid of going anymore. And why? Because I have to face my fears don't I? But how? How can I help my friends ard me who are facing these problems too? How can I help pull them out from the pain that I once felt the same way? It seems like many others are going through the same thing right now. It takes someone w many experiences to truly understand hw you feel, what to do, how to face reality, but it seems like ppl ard me are approaching the wrong people. Why isit so that they approach some people who don't understand at all? what makes them think that the advice they recieve is correct, and why does it seem like I'm the only one who told the right people and made the right decisions in life? Perhaps its because I'm close to my mom. but WHAT'S MEANT TO BE WILL BE, found myself repeating over and over again. What's lost is alr too late to get back. Assuming you are flying a kite. You may have enjoyed your times with the kite (assuming you like to fly kites-.-), but it flew out of your hands because you were trying to do smth else or maybe just by accident. And obviously it may just fly away and never come back (okay, don't have much knowledge on kites, just assume it flies away ok -_-) So what I want to say is, don't stay there and wait for the kite to fly back to you, because it won't. Go get a new kite, forget that kite, if that kite was meant to be yours, it'll still come back to you somehow. Because you can't stay there and wait forever for the kite to return, right? So, go get a new kite, or simply don't fly kites anymore. Moral of story: don't hope for things that are impossible, having faith is good but sometimes people change and reality has to be accepted.

OMG i can wear my p6 shorts leh.
omgoodness i couldn't even zip it up this yr startin
ahahahaha i've slimmed down! :D
although i wun wear the pants cos its so old-.-
okay random.

anyw, shall make my post short today (compared to normal..)
last day of school today
got back result slip today
im a failure. ):
was okay when i first recieved it, then asked ard and realised I'm damn screweddddd ):
can't get into the mood to pia for eoys like i did for myes
howwwwww ):
my study schedule all done i brought back all the books its waiting for me but i just don't want to go near it.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
TIRED, can't like stop here?

Okay i'm posting.
LOL my bro just toppled over a pot of fake peaches (those crystal kind that believed to bring gdluck or smth)
-.- he broke afew leaves, he's dead man lmao i bet he was dancing cos he didn't know i was home alr
then i was like, "SIAO AH"
then he shocked tio, toppled -.-

1st sep 2H BBQ!
met up w nicholas first at bedok
went shengsiong to buy the stuff for the bbq
the rest met by themselves at 2.30 @ pasirris
in the end only afew people cos the guys went to simpang to play soccer
he bully me lor make me carry all the things-.-
okay actually is i insisted cos i dowan to carry the dirty charcoal and wiremesh -.-
mrt-ed to meet the rest at pasirris
they told us they at bowling alley, in the end they not thr -.-
all nv pick up phone
then i went ard like mad woman looking for them
then finally shayting called me told me they at arcade -.-
in the end decided not to bowl(they were on waiting list)
walked to the bbq pit first, it was alr 4.30.
finally found the pit, pit 45
freaking far
it's at the playground there.
no pictures sorry didnt take much, go Rachelkoh's fb see :D
anyw, waited a long time for the guys to come w the food
then we were worried it was gna rain
so i took kaifeng's bike, weesen took his bike w nicholas at the back,
to cheers to buy some trays and drinks
nicholas damn loser can he can't cycle and he's scared of sitting at the back.
well whatever he was forced to anyw so cycled thr
omg la weesen cycle damn fast then i paddle like no mother lor T.T
leg still aching slightly nw.
weesen went the wrong way -.-

okay so in the end didnt rain (LAME)
so they started the fire first lmao forthe first time kaifeng is helping xDD
so the guys finally came at like 7+.
then bbq bbq
the guys were so crazy over the pork -.-
did most of the spamming of butter
chelsea helped me awhile cos i wasnt eating
OKAY, so i paid $10 to eat $3-4 share of food PLUS THE PLANNING.
im so not gna plan this agn lah -.-
nv pay me i still nid pay sia.
i think only like 2 people thanked me for planning the bbq.
=.=
IM NOT GNA PLAN BBQ FOR 2H AGAIN.
ZHIMIN, IF YOU ARE SO PRO, NEXT TIME U PLAN HOR TYVM.
rly thank those people who stayed behind to help clear up :D
reachel home at abt 11pm
T.T
damn tired

-skip one day-

3sep ortho appt D:
didn't go to school today
and if you were wondering why, i went to National Dental Center to get a consultation for braces
so, woke up and mrt-ed thr with my mom.
reached there at ard 9, i waited for my appt at 9.30pm
wait wait wait, keep skipping my number -.-
so went in when they called me, wth go in 5min only.
the person use the smelly glove pry open my lips see see see ask me bite open bute open
dunno what she wan -.-
then she offered 2 packages,
1) wait 3.5years, price ard $3200
2) wait 3monts, price ard $4200
wanted the first one but my mom insisted on the 2nd one.
cos she said prices will increase aft so long.
but its like, $1000 diff -.-
and i feel rly bad for asking ehr to buy so many things for me to make me happy for the past few months.
contactlens, toy, phone, bintantrip, files, pens, notebooks, and practically everything else i wanted to eat or just craze over for afew minutes, and now braces -.-
and my mom is losing her job this month -.-
so felt rly bad, aft 3.5years at least im working can pay part of it.
but she say braces v ugly nxt time go out work nobody wan.
nonsense -.-
aiya up to her lah, i tell her nxt time i work i pay her back-.-
(YOU MUST BE THINKING WA BELLE SO NICE RIGHT. PFFFFFFT.)
So aft that discussed some detail regard the braces,
then they sent me for an xray scan to save a trip thr.
it was damn freaky i tell you, awhile they ask u to bite smth, awhile they clamp your head with a machine, awhile stick some thing into your ear, then they'll close the door and the machine starts moving.
then you leave the room and you see your skull in a computer-.-
and i tell you, that 5minutes of my life costs $200 =.=
hospital damn rich hor. ><
ANYWAY, so im getting 4 teeth knocked out within the nxt 2 months and my baces soon.
omg 4 teeth T.T i sure die although i keep acting strong say they will numb it-.-
FOUR LEH. and its not behind T.T
die. zz, i guess sacrifices have to be made to have a nice smile =.=
new quote of the day.
so dumb, but that means im missing another day of alps
2teeth extracting on 28th oct, 2teeth on 5th nov
i will just die T.T
ill go to bintan with 4 holes in my mouth.
WOW
T.T
maybe ill never get to eat bbq-ed marshmallows again!
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
okay but i will have a nice smile in, lemme think, 3years from now? =.=
and ill have retainers on for a long time aft that
lmaoooo 6thnov dun dare go school liao.
sure get laughed.